Just spent ages updating my iPod and iTunes software to the latest version and changing some of the music on the ipod itself. My neighbour was making such a racket last night, I decided I may as well cuddle up with music of my choice but discovered the battery was almost flat. Nevertheless, I decided to go ahead and play it and see how long it would last. There was only a tiny strip of red showing but I still got over an hour of play before it finally cut out which I was quite impressed with. The battery should never have gone down this fast anyway but I suspect it’s because I’ve been neglecting it lately with one thing or another.

Speaking of iTunes, I’m so pissed we can’t get access to all the movies and TV Shows that they have in the US store and I feel that we are being cheated in some ways. I get tired of waiting on our dumb channels airing my favourite shows.

I’m still feeling very down about life. I miss Grandma so much and ever since she left us, nothing seems to be going right. It looks like my mother’s brother may have the onset of Alzheimer’s and I’m finding it so hard to deal with because he is such a lovely, gentle man and so brilliant with kids. It seems so unfair and I just hate the fact that some day he may lose himself.

Florida has taken another hit and it looks like it may be off again because June is going to be too hot for the kids. Is it too much to ask for just ONE family holiday? I really should know better than to look forward to something because it never happens. Dreams are for idiots. I’m so damn tired of it all.